But sometimes, you gotta open your eyes. Which is what I did. And here’s what I saw.

One of my oldest friends is backstabbing me just because he takes things way too seriously. I’ve always tried to be your friend, but all I ever seemed to be was your little punching bag. I’ve done everything I could to put you on the right path. But you wouldn’t follow it and I can’t follow your footsteps.

I once thought that my best friend, whom I could trust with anything, would always be there for me. Then I opened my eyes and realized that he’s in a different state

I once thought that my family would always support me no matter what mistakes I made. Then I opened my eyes and was proved wrong on last years Christmas week

I once thought that the right girl would find me and love me for who I am. Then I opened my eyes and realized that the one and only girlfriend I ever had never really wanted me and the other girl that I truly love deserved better than me

I once thought that I had a great life. And then I opened my eyes and realized…

My life isn’t as sunny as I thought it was. 

I feel unloved and unwanted